And it's nearly the weekend.

Aaah, I love the weekend, why? Because i can get out of the house without any worries of coursework, or homework for that matter and hang out with my friends. I can escape the tension that being in the house brings, and escape that hostile atmosphere.

That being said however, these past three days, in fact since i've been writing to this blog the atmosphere in the house has been great, but I know it won't last. It never does.

So, before i start sounding like a broken record i want to tell you more about me, I love to sing, some honest people tell me i' good and some honest people tell me I'm rubbish, ah well. I love to sing ballads, and my favourtie one at the moment is Evanescence - Hello, I've been singing along to it for a while now, ( I found the karaoke version on Youtube).

My brother is at home today, seems like I have passed on my infection to him! Although it's funny, as soon as my parents left the house this morning he was fine, uhm.... i don't think that was a coincidence.

Well, moving on a bit, I'm single right now. I broke up wth my long - termish girlfriend a while ago and I was really upset when she said she hated me and that she thought about killing me once. I can sometimes realise why she hated me since i began going otu with another girl the day after, but she didn't seem to notice that i had already gotten over her while i was with her. Aha! the trials and tribulations of a 15 year old.

Don't worry, there will be some good reading material later on in the blog, don't worry. Ican't really tell you now as someone may find out who i am, but i assure you, come february there will be so many events going on in my life, and to be honest the only way i can vent my feelings about them is to put them in this blog (write them down) otherwise i would just go crazy.

Until my next post,

Much Love,

UB

Sickness.

Well, isn't sickness great? It's the only time I ever get positive attention from anyone. Oh, I know what you are thinking... oh my god another over-emotional teenager who thinks the whole world is against him? Well I can tell you that you are flaming wrong! I'm 15 years old and for the past three years i feel like my family, apart from my mother is against me, no joke. Apart from maybe one week in every 3 months my father and I are at loggerheads, it's fucking 'pissy - offy'.

So, anyway, all I do when I'm at home ill, is listen to music, watch tv, feel sorry for myself. Well, I am fifteen.

The positive attention i recieve from being ill is great, and i bathe in it, like a pig in a huge puddle of mud. Strange simile there but hey. I'm actually waiting for my father to return from work and i hate it, whenever he comes home i just retreat to my bedroom and distance myself from the world in my home. It's such a volatile place to be sometimes.

Welcome

Hey, firstly, you will all know me as UB, [Unrecognizable Blob] because if anyone ever knew my real feelings and thoughts, chaos would ensue.

Right, so here you are one of the few people who have found their way to my blog, and be warned, I am ruthlessly honest, so if you feel uncomfortable with any of the things you will read from here on in, I am truly sorry.

Now, thank the Lord that is out of the way. Ok, so i bet you are wondering why on earth has some person, created a blog charting his life? Well in my point of view, it gets a lot of the issues that i have to deal with from day to day off of my chest, and plus i want people to realise what many people go through everyday, just like me. I want you to feel empowered, i want to evoke feelings and thoughts, but most importantly i want to get response from you to see if i am the only one out there with these certain feeling or thoughts.

Until my next post,

Much Love

UB.