Sickness.

Well, isn't sickness great? It's the only time I ever get positive attention from anyone. Oh, I know what you are thinking... oh my god another over-emotional teenager who thinks the whole world is against him? Well I can tell you that you are flaming wrong! I'm 15 years old and for the past three years i feel like my family, apart from my mother is against me, no joke. Apart from maybe one week in every 3 months my father and I are at loggerheads, it's fucking 'pissy - offy'.

So, anyway, all I do when I'm at home ill, is listen to music, watch tv, feel sorry for myself. Well, I am fifteen.

The positive attention i recieve from being ill is great, and i bathe in it, like a pig in a huge puddle of mud. Strange simile there but hey. I'm actually waiting for my father to return from work and i hate it, whenever he comes home i just retreat to my bedroom and distance myself from the world in my home. It's such a volatile place to be sometimes.